today go JYC..
go for global warming talk..
then went to nearby ma ma shop..
saw yong khen...
then later went to nearby bball court ply bball..
then ply ply ply... i chiongggg....
then kena trip...
fall down... injured!! haha..
backside so pain..
elbow bleeding!! nt bad.. nt that serious..
heng...backside so pain!!!
haha... tmr gt CSSP..
dng 12pm-6pm..
so long man.. bt at least can slack..
dn even feel like dng anything...
just wan to stare at the sky... think of nth :D

just come bak frm sch..
have NPCC promotion test...
So tired man...
so funny too..
cos gt ppl pronounce command wrongly..
my voice frm very man change till niang niang :D
today also sec 1 orientation camp :D
so many new faces..

i really miss you...
miss you alot...
bt i noe tat it impossible
for u to love me again or to come bak to me...
i have to accept the truth...
i really very childish,immature, nt thoughful...
no wonder i can't last long with u...

y am i feeling so empty inside..
i areadly gif up...
even tot i go out with my fren.. it may nt feel so empty..
bt when i alone..
it empty!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY............
i hate it........................
haven i areadly noe it coming???
haven i ready for it....
y it turn out...
it very painful :'(
very very pain.....
y i still hoping u will come bak to me
it hurt alot
YYYYYYYYYY????
i really miss you...
everyday my heart feel so empty............

jus come bak..
Zzzzz.
overslept today then rush to jurong npc
do cssp..
sian man...
later at around 5 nid to go out again..
Zzzzzz.. gt taekwondoe....

i love u...
happy 1 week :P
1 week nvr meet u..
haha..
i dn care wat religion u r
watever ur religious say..
I LOVE U
we both not perfect bt we strive for perfect
we both do it together..
to me..
u worth for my love a lot
as i really really love u alot..
i love ur gd n bad..
so rmb..
I LOVE U


Chengguan

jus have a hair cut.. bt it look like nvr cut at all

promise to put this pic...

today go ply bball then injure my nose there

bt dk y nt pain.. haha

i won't let ur life suck like hell again

don sad le gal

believe every step u take is correct..

dn be worry cos i will be there guiding

love u lot lots :P

chengguan

jus come bak hm...
i wan to go out with her :'(
no time...
try nxt wk i go out with her :P
sry i really really really sorry...
jus train bball with friend ..
training from the very basic!!!
hahaha...
then before that go jurong green cc
ply with alot pro...
shiok!!! all so pro...

sian.. 3 more wk to open school....
nid to strt train my muscle le :P
haha.. tmr gt npcc training n taekwondoe training..
sian.. nid to rmb so many things!! HEAd pain
later maybe gng out with her hahah...
hope cn go out without parent noeing i gng out...
haha...
if nt later cnnt go out
sian
kkk

nxt time then post

chengguan

i need u nw

i miss u very much...
cnnt sms u....
only sometime can chat online with u....
the time we chatting getting fewer....
i nw still very sorry for wat i have say that have hurt u..
i also cnnt forgive myself..
even tot wat have been done is areadly done
wat i have to do nw is to heal the wound with love....
i nw also going busy...
have cca training, have cssp...
have taekwondoe training..
taekwondoe pattern to memorise n pratice as i'm lacking behind
bt rmb if u have trouble.. i always be there for u...


chengguan