today go JYC..
go for global warming talk..
then went to nearby ma ma shop..
saw yong khen...
then later went to nearby bball court ply bball..
then ply ply ply... i chiongggg....
then kena trip...
fall down... injured!! haha..
backside so pain..
elbow bleeding!! nt bad.. nt that serious..
heng...backside so pain!!!
haha... tmr gt CSSP..
dng 12pm-6pm..
so long man.. bt at least can slack..
dn even feel like dng anything...
just wan to stare at the sky... think of nth :D

just come bak frm sch..
have NPCC promotion test...
So tired man...
so funny too..
cos gt ppl pronounce command wrongly..
my voice frm very man change till niang niang :D
today also sec 1 orientation camp :D
so many new faces..

i really miss you...
miss you alot...
bt i noe tat it impossible
for u to love me again or to come bak to me...
i have to accept the truth...
i really very childish,immature, nt thoughful...
no wonder i can't last long with u...

y am i feeling so empty inside..
i areadly gif up...
even tot i go out with my fren.. it may nt feel so empty..
bt when i alone..
it empty!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY............
i hate it........................
haven i areadly noe it coming???
haven i ready for it....
y it turn out...
it very painful :'(
very very pain.....
y i still hoping u will come bak to me
it hurt alot
YYYYYYYYYY????
i really miss you...
everyday my heart feel so empty............

jus come bak..
Zzzzz.
overslept today then rush to jurong npc
do cssp..
sian man...
later at around 5 nid to go out again..
Zzzzzz.. gt taekwondoe....

i love u...
happy 1 week :P
1 week nvr meet u..
haha..
i dn care wat religion u r
watever ur religious say..
I LOVE U
we both not perfect bt we strive for perfect
we both do it together..
to me..
u worth for my love a lot
as i really really love u alot..
i love ur gd n bad..
so rmb..
I LOVE U


Chengguan

jus have a hair cut.. bt it look like nvr cut at all

promise to put this pic...

today go ply bball then injure my nose there

bt dk y nt pain.. haha

i won't let ur life suck like hell again

don sad le gal

believe every step u take is correct..

dn be worry cos i will be there guiding

love u lot lots :P

chengguan

jus come bak hm...
i wan to go out with her :'(
no time...
try nxt wk i go out with her :P
sry i really really really sorry...
jus train bball with friend ..
training from the very basic!!!
hahaha...
then before that go jurong green cc
ply with alot pro...
shiok!!! all so pro...

sian.. 3 more wk to open school....
nid to strt train my muscle le :P
haha.. tmr gt npcc training n taekwondoe training..
sian.. nid to rmb so many things!! HEAd pain
later maybe gng out with her hahah...
hope cn go out without parent noeing i gng out...
haha...
if nt later cnnt go out
sian
kkk

nxt time then post

chengguan

i need u nw

i miss u very much...
cnnt sms u....
only sometime can chat online with u....
the time we chatting getting fewer....
i nw still very sorry for wat i have say that have hurt u..
i also cnnt forgive myself..
even tot wat have been done is areadly done
wat i have to do nw is to heal the wound with love....
i nw also going busy...
have cca training, have cssp...
have taekwondoe training..
taekwondoe pattern to memorise n pratice as i'm lacking behind
bt rmb if u have trouble.. i always be there for u...


chengguan

miss u....
1 day nvr sms u.. dk how u feel....
nw i also noe y i hv change...
it may becos of u bt it also may nt
as i nw realise i nt last time de chengguan
i think i still nid to improve


today forgot go cheerleading..
then go npcc...
at 6pm+ went to ply bball...
shit man.. my skills...
OMG shoot 100 time go in 1 only...
nw training.. sian....

i think we must get to noe each other
more then try..
bt if nt suitable..
it okay as we areadly try....
IN life...
nvr gif up, hv confidence is halfway to sucesss.
bt in relationshi..
i dk.....
try only....
bt try to be very gentlemen hahahaahah...

jus come bak frm camp......
lazy to say bt overall.. VRY GD...
haha..

yest gt Arts camp.. arrive at 10am..
started own cca training..
then until around 11 or later then assemble at bookshop area
then get into groups..
so suay man..
same groups wif that crazy woman in sec 2..
shit mah... becos of she, there no fun at almost every game when we ply..
then we have whackco(don noe spell correct mah)
then so funny sia.. we go call other group member name.. haha. shiok :P
then we went to pratice our dance for nite performance :P
i learn how to dance hip hop basic steps :D
easy for me cos if u get the techniques rite then u have to be very relax
then let the song tempo control ur speed.. so fun..
then after that lunch..
ok lor the food bt then .. haha..
den we have drama lesson...
learn how to shoot a invisible bow and arrow.. haha..
somemore need to say HAH..
so lols......
then we have choir lesson....
learn how to sing some part of the song
the song is heal the world by MJ :P
then untill around 5.30pm..
it our cheerleaders turn to teach the rest wat we learn in cheerleading..
haha.. quite fun bt..
still gt ppl don wan do, dance or fool around..
then have to raise voice to ask them listen..
only me do that.. haha..
act act one fierce :P
then have dinner afterwards....
then is our performance..
almost all ok..
when untill our turn...
haha.. sarting so bad..
cos the rest cannot get the beat.. somemore when pratice so slow..
haha.. me is ok.. bt then nvr dance cos look at own teammates then forgot how to dance le
LOLS :D
then after all...
we have a game.. name wat i forgot le
jus nid to find out the murderer, killer and victim..
haha.. my group only gt 6ppl.. 3malay3chinese
2boys 4 girls..
fateh hold elikar(wrong then sry) and araini hand.. cos they very scarew..
then i have to hold linyee(or linying)and po xian hand..
okok lo.. only they both like scarely cats.. so funny..
bt i suffer cos when they run.... pulll me along..
my legs get very sore after wards..
then it really very scary....
have to look after the girls..
that po xian very funny leh.. even tot she noe that ghost is fake de
bt she still very scare.. pull me away some more the distance so far..
then ply ply ply.. den suddenly stop.. then heard there gt some ppl saw REAL GHOST...
shit man.. even my group gt 2 saw...
bt lucky i nvr saw if nt i like statue cannot move le...
then gt ppl cry.. gt ppl fainted!!!
the facilators don dare say then do a quick debrief..
then we went to bath.. then went to slping area..
haha.. nvr slps lo.. somemore chat with the girls..
i chat with wanyan,michelle and sok how(idk)
then i sibei disiao.. go shine the torch at the oppsite girls area.. haha..
then somebody say gt techer.. then all scramble to own places pretend to slpls..
haha.. me with slipper on my feet go pretend to slps,
then use a bit chance to take one slipper off..
haha.. lols.. then after teacher go le.. then continue disiao.
then go slack slack untill 2 am + ba..
then i cannt tahan then go slps liao..
today i dw say cos nth interesting :D

that all
chengguan

how i wish i am the one...
i don care how bad u r...
even tot ther r a lots very chio gals ouside
but i only love u...
i always wan to protect u...
i won't regret loving u..
u don nid to be sorry...
how i wish i can help u now....
don wanna see u so sad...
i noe i nt shuai, nt gd at anything..
somemore such a bad past...
nt suitable for u..
it me who nt worth for ur <3
nt u...
really love u.....

chengguan

ok. promise SOMEONE to udate and must got COLOUR if nt very plain.. hope u like it if don like, don gif comment!!
my hamster ANGEL.. lols

snap with out i noeing untill i go google search ny name then saw.. bt this is snap when i with stephanie, maybel and leona :P at MAC.

snap myself at jx house.. this hair style is he style for me cos i noob mah....

chengguan

nw holiday.. so sian
nw i think i prefer single :P..
suai yuan ba..
if nt later ver xin ku.......
nw also very busy with cca and outside activities....

hi peeps,
juz woke up so on com cos nth to do mah..
tmr going to do group studies wif classmate and then wednesday
do maths tution wif mr leow cos if don tution scare later fail sia
scare retain......
tot retain good lah cos that wat i wan bt i hope not lo.....
k nid to slps le
bye peeps

koh cheng guan

hi,
i'm bak :P
ps cos recently was busy wif a upcoming performance bt nw finish le....
nw exam strt le.. must JYJYJY :P
must get gd mrks to prove to my dad i can do it!!!
just update the songs hope you like it..
after exam then will post bt still will reply tag:P

Sign off
chengguan:P

now.. feeling very sad......
just put a playlist..
that song describe my feelings now.................
i got something to tell you..
i noe i veri fan..
sry..
i now very sure i going gif up
cos wat i noe is
i like the wrong person
maybe u not the girl that i suppose to like...
it my fault to like you....
tmr and nxt week.. don even wan to see you...
won't even talk to you..
see you also take u as transparent....
loving you is my mistake.....
we just be friends............................



k post tilll here le...
going slp or emo le.
c ya

i now wan to say that..
i still like you.. .
but i have no intention to ask you for stead
and may forever won't ask you....
i just wan to be ur friend..
i like you is my business
so.. that all...........................

today so sian.. got photo taking so need to bring cheerleading de uniform... ZZZZ lo.. i found that i grow:) but then i still a short guy:(.....
after that got TKD cos tommrow we got audition so go train.. walao leh.. i am so noob.. excatly can do but don noe why every time do wrong...
cos every time the mind wander to some one............
every morning wait her at bus stop.. now feel that the waiting time have become shorter :)
don noe why also..
tommrow got audition.. so sian lo..
wan to be wif bro but too busy but i most likely wan to get nearer to her...
so sian.....................................................
life really sux........
now wan to get good result....
but every time is becos class nosiy if not i don even understand..
i have a brain why i don use it.............
i really a fool...
no one will like me lo...
wan to jio someone.. every time fail....
wat is this life...........
really feel like dying now......
why must i be born to this world...
it only cos trouble....
i slowly realise i am a noob.. a duck........
nvm.. bye.. have to slps early then next day can more early go wait:)
BYE BYE

today.. go school........................
after school.... nid to go home change clothes and assemble at
foyer at 1pm sharp but the last period is mrs lee the period so she like draggin the time!!!!
then after assemble we went up the bus......
then emily call me.... she wan me to say I LOVE YOU TO HER....
three time somemore....
then i later go jio HER but even tot she never say out but i noe she confirm reject me
then i sms her then she say we continue as friend...
you get wat i am talking.....
a bit sad but now ok le!! hahahas..
kk..
logging off..

so sian... noe onling com also don noe wat to do so go blog hopping den come to ICE blog.. so sad.. but i will help him bak to himself de even tot we not gd friend and very less time talk to each other but still wan to tell him JY... i now also very .......... haha confirm not sad (: next time when got something exciting then come post ba!! c ya... btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY SiNgAp0rE

yes.. now no more fever le!!!

i now no fever le except sore throat... temperature 37.1.... i can see her le!!

FEELing weak

yesterday tot no fever le then can goTKD today...
who noe i having fever again.. 39.7 degree sia... i now feeling weak..i scare i going hospital sia... i have tell her i like her even tot i talk to her le. i very happy le!!!! the rest see u when i am well.. i think no one will miss coz i so ...............

yo.. i just change myblogskin!!! k.. if u wan me to relink or link u.. pls tag but i willnot be linking u so early as i will not be using com often??

this blog is my free spamming and tagging blog!! if u wan to spam.. go ahead as i say before it a blog for u to spam anyway but mean while there were be no tag board so by 2 may i will put a new blog skin!!


chengguan